Wanderlust...

To the one I love

2011-06-21T00:39:00.001-07:00

Just kidding. LOL. Like I have a love life. For some reason I don't but who the hell cares. Or maybe I will start to care when the creepiness of old age creeps up on me unprepared. Not that I don't have anyone special - in fact I do - but then I've been the naive moron who could only just stare from far away and never do anything about it. Sigh.

Almost at the edge

2010-09-14T21:37:00.000-07:00

Jobs either hate you or love you. Or it seems that way with people having those jobs as well. As for people at the crossroads of such ominous and bewildering feelings, it sometimes feels even worse. Which is why I am ranting right now. Well of course, time could only tell. But would it lead to regret or peace of mind? Can time tell that as well?

Pixiv

2009-08-20T00:59:00.000-07:00

I wish I can be as good as the artists in Pixiv. They're really cool! XD

Hmm...oh. What is Pixiv? Pixiv is a Japanese site which caters to a lot of aspiring artists all over Japan and a place where they showcase their talents - in other words, an imageboard/tagboard all in one. You could probably say it's like 4chan, minus the wars that erupt there every so often between and among anons and other boards. Illustrations are of course found by adding keywords/tags into the search bar. Also, it differs from 4chan because you have to be a member first before you can actually see any illustrations on that site - it's their security measure. Japanese fan artists are just about as very touchy as Western artists are about their work, and they don't like people stealing their stuff. Stealing which means saving those pictures and then uploading them and passing them off as their works (the "art thieves'" of course). And as I mentioned, Pixiv is a Japanese site - it means that it has Japanese all over the place. How I even managed to become a Pixiv member is way beyond me. ;A; As for me, I try to make do with Babelfish so as to get to the really awesome illustrations that I want. :P

I'm still trying to guess what those points up above my member page mean though.

LOL more

2009-05-14T09:09:00.000-07:00

Just another musing on this journey called life...my younger cousin is getting married this December and I'm very happy for her...I just can't say the same way if she remains happy ever after...I just hope she does...:P Which reminds me that I'm getting too old already. But what the heck...probably I'm still not yet ready for married life and all. All in good time as they say...but sometimes I wonder if I have already waited long enough that I have become completely resigned to my fate as a spinster in training. I want to be with someone, yet he clearly doesn't want to be with me LOL. And I guess I have to wait until I get tired of waiting and probably pass from this life a blessedly single soul.

Sometimes I say to myself...did I wish hard enough? If the premise of the book "The Secret" is to be believed, then I have been wishing ever since that day when I had my first crush in kindergarten. Wishing and believing and hoping and...God knows what else. Maybe I wasn't wishing hard enough...or still, I am hesitant about something...like something's holding me back. For now, I can't still understand at the moment. Do I need to wish harder? Do I need to hope more? Do I need to believe more than what I currently believe at the moment? Etc. etc.

I read something from a mail my aunt sent me from the US..."don't count years, count heartbeats." Well, it's what the sticker said on the envelope. I think I should learn to count the heartbeats that I have and let the years pass and let me fade away peacefully, loved, and blessed.

Shouldn't we all?

OUCH!!!

2009-03-01T09:09:00.001-08:00

My WRISTS!! They are killing ME!!! ToT yeah...so random but...it's so painful~~~ ToT

Ermmm

2008-12-27T09:18:00.000-08:00

What a holiday rush, lol. I haven't actually had enough of a holiday binge, and haven't been that too much on eating lately too. This probably came as an effect of the meds I take everyday...@.@;; oh well. At least I like to think I lost quite a few pounds there...

Lazy

2008-12-04T08:03:00.000-08:00

Blergh. Just too lazy to do anything. Also just getting the hang of...erm...let me rephrase that. I'm just learning to input things into CSS little by little, but since I'm so technologically inept I probably would forget about them and...well yeah. O.o;; Also, I am on a widget thing spree. See the Poupee Girl widget here? I'm actually addicted to it right now. I might be more of a girl than I first thought I am, hahahahaha! I am also looking for other cute Japanese widgets made for blogs, they make them so cute and fun there. I probably will put all of the cutest ones I find on my blog if I have the patience and time to look for them though lol.

Wait...WAT

2008-11-25T23:08:00.000-08:00

What happened to my blog?? @.@;; oh well at least it's OK now...

WHEEEE~~~~

2008-11-11T10:18:00.000-08:00

I am on a grey matter pureeing spree! I am working very hard indeed for the upcoming Christmas season, as well as preparing myself in case something "dire" happens. Oh well. As if I could easily whip up those thing sI do for work in a day or something. Nevertheless, I will work very hard for it. Ganbare, me! X3

Colds...ToT

2008-11-03T19:07:00.000-08:00

My colds are on a prima donna thing today. It didn't go as far as planned colds go. Which makes it triply annoying. ARRRRGGHHH! It ignored all the cold medicines I took. When I was finally well, it so decided to show up. How evil is that??!

FF XII

2008-08-10T21:20:00.000-07:00

I am hopelessly obsessed with Balthier Bunansa...HELP ToT kidding aside, I am about to embark on a serious blogging journey. Expect to hear more form me soon. :D

Still don't get it...

2008-06-15T00:32:00.000-07:00

Yep, still in it for the cash. But yes, I'm about to quit what I'm doing sometime soon. It's killing me. ;______;

MY EYES, THEY BURN!!!!

2008-05-28T10:56:00.000-07:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH I think my eyes are already sore from staring at the computer screen TOO HARD! ToT

Just another sad fact of life

2008-05-22T02:55:00.000-07:00

To type or not to type. That is the question. ToT

Never in my entire life did I view typing as my forced "lifeline" - I only usually wrote for fun and just for the sake of improving my storytelling skills via fanfictions. Well, as I told myself again and again, this is what I chose for myself, and this is where I have to stick to. Unless I get married one day then I'll stop indefinitely, lol. XD

More on my life

2008-05-18T21:48:00.000-07:00

Gaaah! My wrists now make it near impossible to write anything, or even type anything! ToT My wrists have taken inhuman torture for writing nonstop almost every single day. This sucks because I love writing so much! ToT I just wish that my wrists get healed or something. It feels like I'm wearing handcuffs every single time I write....they're that painful...;________;

MUHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

2008-05-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

This is my first post. :D Hello world!